Its a promise

I want to promote!
Its the final H1 tmr...
what am i doing here at this time?!?!?!
come on.
Please, I want to promote

If i had studied this hard for O levels,
I wouldn't be in Cj.
Motivating myself by rewarding myself with an iTouch isnt helping.
Should be heading home tmr after my paper.
Gonna be a loser and rot at home.
Whatever, i should get back to being a loner like in my earlier years of secondary school.
I am just sick of being in groups.
It takes time...