About a Girl.

"About A Girl"
This song is in my head for the entire day.
I think the song is about liking someone but not wanting to admit it.
The lyrics are so damn nice.

"I'm not in love
This is not my heart
I'm not gonna waste these words
About a girl"

what a sad sad song...

I may afterall.

I may just retain afterall.
I am short of 3 marks...
That was the same situation as QY.
Almost there.
Lets not be cocky for now...

how depressing..

i am looking at iPod touch now...
i haven't even promoted yet.
There's still a chance of retaining?
Gp: S
Econs: U( WTF!!!!)
Bio: U(expected...)
Chem: E( not very impressive)
Math: B(i was shocked as well)
Please let my econs be a S...
Its quite depressing when you see your friends feeling now.
Its like there's nothing you can do to help them.
Dam it. i will be alone next year...
Lose half the class and i dun really give a shit.
But i lost my only person that i consider classmate.

When i ruled the world

passed my GP.
well, thats a good start.
But I hope this isn't a false glimmer of hope.
Things will be better tmr.
Hopefully
I really wanna promote
Please.

I am just ranting

throat sucks
head hurts
nose blocked
didnt finish my chinese mock paper today.
retaining is everything thats on my mind.
looks like until i'am prepared to give up everything i have, i wont resent to it.
Not like the school cares or anything..
Thought of oreintation again.
How utterly awkward would it be.
Looking at my peers a level above me.
seeing them graduate and i will be left all alone again.
cant be helped.
I asked for it.
I was always told to believe in miracles only and not to depend on one.
it seems like i will do whatever it takes to create a miracle now.
All that confidence, where is it now?
The fact that my mum's fine with it makes me feel worse.
Please i really need a miracle now.

adventures

stayover at airport was fun.
saw him off.
talked with old friends.
learnt an important lesson
seeing how bonded ppl are.
it just leave me feeling envious.
4 days and its still going on well.
It just suck when you're sick...

This is getting boring.

Its a promise

I want to promote!
Its the final H1 tmr...
what am i doing here at this time?!?!?!
come on.
Please, I want to promote

If i had studied this hard for O levels,
I wouldn't be in Cj.
Motivating myself by rewarding myself with an iTouch isnt helping.
Should be heading home tmr after my paper.
Gonna be a loser and rot at home.
Whatever, i should get back to being a loner like in my earlier years of secondary school.
I am just sick of being in groups.
It takes time...