Almost there and the line broke.

Great day with Night Study. After i bathed while walking towards the canteen, saw you-know-who, pretty as always. But i just decided to look away. Oh den the BEST part of the night happened. There she was, in her clique of 4. Getting cuter everytime i see. Walked past each other once, i swear i didnt walk towards her on purpose. And i was telling Sam that I am dead for today's nightstudy and it was true. ZERO work done. Well, she did leave the canteen, but came back in the end. Shit. She sat down at a table, directly in front of me. I could feel her overpowering aura and for the first one and a half hour, i was controlling my breathing and feeling very tense and nervous. Of course, i glanced at her every now and then. Hey its only normal for me to do that right. Can't Take My Eyes Off You was playing on my iPod, and i wrote out the lyrics. Followed by If I Fell by Maroon 5. Well, it was kinda ridiculous but i felt that it was right. I didn't eat anything for the break today, i just sat down there and continued with my work while the rest were eating away. I really had the urge to sit on the same table with Jeffri. But my excuse was always not wanting to screw up, the actual fact is i got no balls. At the rate i am going, the only time that i will take a risk is when i totally give up on her and her reaction to my approach woudn't affect me in anyway. Its pretty ironic. I barely befriend anyone easily, and i doubt that she would too. Too bad this is life. Live with it. And i am really not sad if anyone of you're thinking. Not that anyone reads my blog anyway.